Today I talked with some cute kids from Redlands University. I felt like I was sullying their minds with every word I spoke. Not because what I say is bad but because it is the truth and that is ugly. The worlds is ugly and they don't need to hear my problems but what the hell, I did not ask to talk to them.  I told them all about my problems with the corrupt legal system in this scummy country. I had no focus when I talked the them even though their objective was to speak to homeless people and find out their reasons for their condiction as homeless.    I told them their are in fact multiple reasons at play.   Officer perez I think his name is chaperoned them.  I liked the black, or mixed race girl she was so cute.  I think I want to have children with a black girl. 

I never thought a relationship with a black girl would last due to deep seated differences in our cultures that only exhibit on more than the superficial level of day to day interaction, but, white women are so selfish and vampiric in their sense of intitlement from men. In reality they deserve nothing unless they have kids with you, then they deserve, but not a dime for anything utill then.  If I could swing it I would go dutch on everything during dating but then I amost never date so I dont mind paying. I just like to go out and not be alone. I couldnt care less about relationships anymore, I just want to be entertained by another persons presence, I hate to be alone.

At any rate Scum bag cholo cop stoled my thumb drives and an SD card, so now I have lost alot of hard work. God I hate that piece of shit.  Please if their is a god let him get shot throught the face.  I also saw on the towing report that he wrote "arrested for violation of a restraining order" those stupid fucks, you cannot get a restraining order to prevent a person from doing legitimate things like going to work and going to college classes that you paid for.  They will have to pay for that tow and storage, I was not in violation and I never paid any attention to lynn eitgher. Those scumbags will pay.

I will not let this pass.